These last couple of weeks and days I've learned things that have made me change in a more positive drastic way. Since I wanted to start fresh, I decided to make peace with the people I've been in sort of bad terms with. It's no one business to know who I'm referring to, but people can get an idea from my previous posts.
I wanted to be in good terms with these people because I realized that there was really no real reason as to why we should be mad or upset at each other. From my side, I've completely gotten over he/she physically and personality wise, becoming just an average person I can talk to without feeling any sort of attraction or confusion. From the response I've received, it seems like this person is still either hurt or upset at me, which I can't really see why. And if this person is reading this, I don't care if you think blogging about this is pathetic, hypocritical, life-less, or ridiculous--because it's the same thing as telling all your friends about this, like you'll probably will, and no, I'm not flattering myself thinking you'll lurk from time to time, but I know that even though you still "hate" me, you still wonder what I've been up to. And that's all natural.
The main reason why I wanted to make peace with everyone is because I hate to be in the same room or event and having one of those moments where they tell all their friends I'm there, preparing some sort of "Stare-Down/Whispering" strategy. It doesn't have to be awkward and it doesn't have to be a la Mean Girls, either. Another reason is because I've forgotten about the reasons why I have "beef" with these people, and I assume they have forgotten as well, and if you haven't--then maybe you should. I felt as if I've cleaned out this drawer full of lint or post it notes waiting to get taken care of. Now, this drawer I called thoughts, are all cleared.
Currently Listening To: "Underground" by The Sounds.
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