Lobo

If you know me, or if you've been a constant reader of my blog, you know by now that I don't post anything regarding my personal life but these past two/three weeks have been crazy, stressing, and over all over-whelming. The beginning of being 17 years old was good. I experienced a sudden change of more freedom, but these last months have extremely stressing. People telling me how "mature I am" upsets because I'm 17 and I'm still a kid to many people, and I still feel like a kid at times, and I like feeling like a kid. I don't know what being 18 has in store for me, but the road to progress is a road always under construction.

College has not been as hard as I expected. I think and hope I will manage to stay afloat. I have not made much friends at school, but I've met more people outside of school. Which I've always found it to be better, because all of us are different outside of institutions or public systems. I'm not looking for a relationship or to get sucked into another messy situation at the moment. I loved "us" while we lasted and I still have good memories about the "us", but it was too stressing for the both of us.

My priorities towards fashion and my personal style have changed significantly. I went to the American Apparel factory sale at ASU and only bought one pair of crotch drop pants which were 40 dollars at the store--I got them for 7. I won't wear them to school--only to social events at night.

"There's a (she-)wolf in the closet,
open up and set it free."