Currently Feeling: Calmed

I feel calmed. I feel like there's this light at the end of this "tunnel". I don't know what it is, I don't know why I feel it. I just feel that everytime I feel impatient or paranoid, this feeling of calmness invades my body, and makes me think that there's something good around the corner, I just need to walk there. I don't really know how to describe it. I think it's cause I'm looking forward to the future, and my trying to be more independent, and dependent on myself--not on others. Like for some reason, everytime I get sad/mad/upset/depressed about something I find myself saying: "why feel like this? you know you'll find something else later in life, later on", and I think I feel like that's the light. Me knowing that "that momement" is not a crucial moment in my life, because there's a lot more to experience.

Currently Listening To: "Beatific" by Glass Candy