Summer '08

This is my very first entry. I changed from Myspace's blog to this, because I think this is easier to edit, and faster to write.

Summer started about a month ago, and there's only one month left. I always liked most of my summers for two reasons: California and reflections. Summer always seems to change me.

I think it's due to the amount of time I spent to just relax(even though I never NEVER relax), and it puts my mind to remember things that happened at the beginning/middle/end of the school year. those things that you look back at and you say to yourself "I would have done that differenttly if I knew", and then you say "I won't let a next time happen, because I've been around that block and I already know the cracks and bumps on the ground."

This year's biggest reflection has been: letting so many people into my life, and letting them do/say what they wanted.

I know what you are thinking and it probably goes something like this: "Why are you complaining about this, if you're the one who's in charge of your life?"

Here's the thing, I always give people too many chances to make up for something they've done, or put excuses to not hurt them by saying something back to them. It's one of the things I wish I could change, and I'm committed to changing. I don't care about what my image anymore. If people still think I'm materialistic, or egocentric, I won't do anything else to change their mind, because you can't never make a secod first-impression. If you know me, you know how I am.

The only good thing about this summer is that I'm developing a love for cyclism. I love going as fast as my legs let me, and just feel the wind on my face, as cliche as that sounds. There's nothing I would love more right now, than to live in a city where I could ride my bike freely everywhere, with a really nice weather. This is it for now.

Currently listening to: "Change your mind" by The Killers.