Because Today Doesn't Repeat

*sighs*
Today(tonight) was amazing. I really need to stop caring what people will think, specially my "friends" because they won't care as long as I don't care. We started with Italia's thing, which all of the people I wanted to see went, and I liked it.
I hate when this happens though. My friend Miguel has this friend, and I saw him on his top friends a while ago but that was it. He works at Peter Piper and he seemed familiar, but I couldn't remember if he was my friend Oscar or if it was my friend's friend, so I guess I stared like this: "0.0" and I guess he stared back and I stared back but I wanted to say something like "Oscar!!!" cause it probably seemed rude and I probably made him uncomfortable, but what if that wasn't his name and he would have said something like "uhhh, you're confusing me by another dude, son" and I'd have said something stupid like "uhhh...are you sure?" which is a stupid question right? but anyways, apologies to Miguel's friend, who's name I recently learned and memorized so next time I won't look stupid staring and untangling names and faces in my brain, ha!
After that, we went to a party. The very first thing I hear is "Eddiee!!" and I go like "Uhhh, oh heyyyy" but I couldn't see her face, and I was like "is she carla or yeni? what name do i say?" and she gives me a hug and I say "hey, well yeah, hahah I'm going to go in, talk to you later" and it was awkard cause I hate when this happens, when a person looks really similar to another person you haven't seen in a long time and you're afraid to say the wrong name!
I got in, and I hear dance/house music and I breathe in and I say "that's my music!" and then the band plays, which was amazing, because they were extremely good and quite good looking, this is the first time I felt like I was in a party I truly truly liked.
And like 30 minutes before my parents picked me up the "girl" from the entrance comes up to me and talks to me and I'm still like "carla or yeni? carla or yeni? what name? god!" so we're talking and I go like "yenii!!" which made me feel like such an asshole cause I probably seemed very rude! but we catched up on so many things, and checked out so many hot guys! talked about topics like death to homophobes. I loved tonite, and thanks to Vane for inviting my sister!
I love Yesenia! She's extremely fun, and I loved her hair! Next time, I have to dress more "fierce". And I swear you sort of look like my friend Carla.
BTW, this will sound so The Hills, but I still have no idea on what to do with my hair.
I like my parents again, hahah!
I LOVED TONIGHTTT!
& CONGRATS TO ITALIA FOR HER SCHOLARSHIP!
Currently Listening To: "Fucking Boyfriend" by The Bird & The Bee